Don’t underestimate me thinking I’m some fucking bimbo who can’t see through bullshit.
Don’t fucking mess with me.
I can do some pretty immature things to ruin your life.
I feel like the stupidest person in the world.
I don’t give a fuck about anything about the situation except for the fact that my pride took a huge blow from my poorly made decision.
Can’t cry over spilled water… it’s already a done deal.
So might as well take advantage of the situation and get whatever I can get from it.
I’ve lost all motivation.
My head knows what I should be doing but my heart isn’t in it.
I’m trying to live my life with no regrets but my heart says “fuck it all”.
I want time away from everything to reevaluate and rebuild myself.
How do ambitious people do it?
How do they maintain this steady stream of motivation that drives them everyday?
I want to learn, live, and enjoy..
Hoping that person went to a better place.
Hoping that person didn’t get murdered.
